又很想家了

刚去阿威的空间里看他的游记, 看到夜里的韶关火车站, 特别地想家. 尤其是现在一个人坐在办公室里的时刻, 可恨!




今晚不想回东三环了, 就近去公司的集体宿舍睡. 我放了一条睡袋在那儿.

下午和 Betsy 聊了会儿. 我说她不能理解离家在外工作的人的心里感受. 有人觉得过去的友情不知怎么就渐渐淡了许多, 感到孤独. 我想说, 这就是成长的代价. 离开学校了, 就要为生存而挣扎(仅针普通家庭背景的人来说, 少数家境好的还能慢慢读个研再毕业进国家单位的略过). 前天和 LW 的聊天里就说到, 无法想象现在和接下来几年的大学生怎么找工作, 现在经济形势差了, 公司都忙裁员, 哪里还招新人?

中国的教育就是一大忽悠!

近来一个星期了, 真的天天在清晨的时候做梦. 不知道我究竟哪儿出了错, 以前总说做梦是件罕见的事情.



Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending

(Chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you.

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you

(Chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you